~ Day 2 ~

at bout 6.. i got her online again .. for the 1st time ..we had webcam ...the line was sux ... but i could see my babee... oh my god ... i missed her so muchhhhhh ... i could nt explain that kind of feeling ... jz miss her !!!!! she `s fine there ... nt freezing ... the surrounding seems nice .. with frenly african frens there .. then i felt relief ... i think she had something need to settle down still ... she didnt talk much to me .. but i understand ... she asked me to sleep since i looked tired ...n sicked ... coughing n flu ... pity boy ....

early in the morning ... finally ... i had a clearer video conversation with my babe ... she showed me the surroundings ... wow ... it jz cool .. the big LCD tv in front their bed impressed me !! babe look good over there ... n i saw ginger !!! i was so happy that ginger was staying in front of the screen with babee ... babee was holding ginger while she was talking to me ... i jz ... wanted to smilee at the moment ...

i felt much better since this morning ... coz i have babee talking to me this morning ... she`s fine there ...she`s fine there !!! i could see her wearing the cute pyjamas which she used to wear at home with me beside... i misss her lips ... miss her smelll ...miss everything of babeee .... somehow ... i still dont have the gut to go to babe house ... coz i know im gonna cry again for sure ... coz i know i m not gonna see babee at home ...

im useless......