~~ Saddest moment in my life ~~

today ... i will never forget today ... the saddest moment in my life ..

i didnt sleep last nite ... although my eye was bout to close ... i dont want miss a single minute with babee ...

early in the morning ... i went to wake my beebee ... "beebee... it`s 8am... wake up..." my sleepy piggy still sleeping soundly ... i let her continue sleeping since she is going to take a long flight..it`s very tiring i know .. since still early ... i go to bed take a short nap coz i know i have to rest since i have to help beebee carrying luggages n bags ... my brain didnt really think much bout wat we r goin to face 2day at this moment ... i jz close my eye n sleep.. suddenly ... i had my babe hug me very tight n cried sadly ... i was shocked ... lol .. babe was scared by wat her frens told her ... haiyo... that are completely different things okay ... the thing they said was illegal ... my babe's is legal ... i n her mummy comforted her n finally she got calm down n continue packing her thing again ...

i went down to see her ... this little lazy beebee .. still busying chatting msn ...haih... i helped her to keep some clothes... after that ... i went up to again ... not for a shower ... it`s my lazy worm attcked ...haha ... went to bed for few more minutes rest .. haha ... beebee came up ... gave me a kiss in the lips n went to bathroom ... this time the lazy piggy (me) still didnt feel like getting up ... XD

after bathing ... i wear nice nice .. drove her out to a cc to print some documents .. along the way ... beebee fed me eat dim sum while i was driving... she told me a lot of our future ... that calms me down alot ... i smile to her n promise her "G_C_i" .. hehe..after printing documents ... went to gurney plaza to change US dolar .... then we headed home to get ready to go to air port.

at the air port, everything were strange to me ... coz i have never taken a flight before ...where to check in ...where to this n that ... sorry ... i dont know ... haha ... coz i still have beebee n her relatives guiding us... so ... i jz walk around n explore the airport... all her frens and relatives had arrived ... taking pictures ...chit chatting ...i see no tears at all in everyone's face ... woo ..cool ... who knows... when we were bout to check in... some ppl's eye changed ... smile were fading away ... n tears dropped ... babe gave them a hug n then we walked in without looking back anymore ... babe still managed to control her self at that time ... we went to rest room before getting in the plane...

along the way ... i was still excited ... making joke to beebee since i know im going to cry for sure if i kept quiet .. we looked out to the window... the sky and clouds are so beautiful ...really wish this time is our honey moon travel.. really ... beebee lying on my arms .. gave my arm a bite as usual .. but this time i felt more pain... i know beebee is goin to miss my arm in the future ... she bites hard this time ...

after 50 minutes flight... we reach k.l-LCCT ... it was 4 in the afternoon .. my check in flight was 1935.. so i tot we still have some time to eat n shop for a new bag to replace beebee`s broken rabbit... unfortunately... we waited our luggages n bags to check out for nearly an hour ... it was 5 alrd ... we rushed out to take shuttle to get KLIA ... i carried all the heavy luggage n bags into the bus ... n then bus moved... i let beebee sit n i stood along the way to KLIA...

by the time we reached KLIA ... it was alrd 1735... we rushed down with our luggages on a tolley.. looking for luggages shop ... we were running out of time ... i tot i can still buy a meal for beebee for the last time ... we found a mini mart selling luggages ... i went in n chose a big one for bebe ... hope that everything in the broken rabbit could be fitted in the new one ... i went to the fridge n took out 2 bottles of drink before i make my payment at the counter ... wanted greentea...bebee's favourite .. but i could nt find there ... so ... apple juice ... i helped beebee took out everything n squeezed into the new bag .. phew .. luckily ... everything's in .. haha.. XD ...but ... it was alrd 1805.. i had to go for shutte bus to return to LCCT le ... we went to lift to go down from level 3 to level 2 ... this time i let beebee pushed the trolley coz i wanted to make sure beebee is able to push when she is alone in US ..

"ting..." lift door opened ... when i was bout to walk out ... beebee jz stood behind ...her eye are red alrd .. omg ... i tot she would send me to the bus then only she go check in..a quick hug and the last kiss in the lips ... i walked out ... that`s the place we separated, 1812 .....

by the time i turned around ...the lift went up alrd ... didnt get to wave my hand with beebee ... sigh**

i started running coz i know i might b late for my return flight... i ran to the station ... sht... the bus has nt arrived ... i ran again to get to another building for taxi ... who knows... the 10 minutes travel costed RM 38 !! shit .. i ran back to the bus station again .. shit ... the next bus wasnt coming yet ... omg ... i tot im goin to miss the flight... i went in every bus there n asked ... luckily ... the third bus i asked was going back to LCCT ... i paid n walked to the end for seat... when i was about to take out my cellphone to call my babeee.... my phone rings ... it was my babee !!!! oh my god ... i jz could nt control my self when i heard her voice calling me ... we cried like hell ... awww ... my heart`s so pain ... i felt like jumping out of the bus to go back for my babee at this moment... i could nt believe wat i had now ... for thenext 2 years ... i have got to go through everything without beebee ... i `ll be alone in the next 2 years .... babee kept crying ... n i was too ... awww.... i tried hard not to cry so that i could talk to comfort my babee ... but the tears kept coming out ... ...at the moment...i really felt the pain.... if im given another chance ... i dont think i `ll walk out of the lift ... i wont !!!!

finally i reached LCCT and checked-in in time ...I went to toilet to wash my face ... i dont have mood to walk around ... i look for a seat and called my babe... i want to keep our conversation on until i got into the flight ... we both sounds better now ... but ... tears still dropping on my face... haih ... pity the sweet couple ...

to me .. i jz felt likethe begining of our dream has jz begun at the moment ... within the 2 yrs ... i need to work hard for our future ... stay strong to defend our relationship... coz i have
made mypromise to my babe ... im not going to disappoint her !!!!

stupid flight delayed ..by the time i reached penang ... my babe had alrd got into her plane... didnt get talk to beebee before she takes off.. i didnt want to think much ... i walked out the airport n got in my bro`s car ... went home ....