~ 年初一 ( Day 31) ~

I woke up very early .. it was 9 sumthing .. it `s the earliest i did ..i would sleep until 11 sumthing every yr coz gambling at aunty hse until midnite .. i woke up early for babee.. i knew she`s waiting for me.. i jz cant wait to see honey .. she wasnt here.. i left some msg on skype to her.. stating that i might be goin out to visit my uncles ..

But we didnt .. coz they said today is nt a good day to go out .. especially 4pm to 7pm.. n since daddy is nt feelin well .. we stayed at home .. mummy cooked lunch and we had put lunch.. daddy was nt eating but he had oat.. the big fish was too big for four of us .. n it was like not that delicious .. i dont know .. Maybe the fish was nt from my fren .. coz i have a fren who is a fishermen.. he catches fishes for me .. although the fishes he got for me r more expensive .. but guarantee they r all fresh caught from the sea.. n they r nt from fish farm.. fishes from fish farm are tasteless.. they dont tasted fresh like those swimming in the sea.. after lunch .. we gathered in the living room .. i played a bluray , Batman the dark knight which i borrowed from my fren , Ronnie.. WOA.. the resolution of bluray movie is really awesome.. crystal clear sound and vision.. cool .. gugu came with jin koko at round 3 when we were watching movie.. ~.~ .. i hate being interupted especially when i m watching movie... they talked a lot and i had to turn down the volume .. wat the F** .. jz hope to have my own theather room in the future.. so that i can watch movie without any disturb n interuptions.. they left at around 4 and then we continued watching .. this movie was quite long and complicated .. mum n dad fell asleep .. swt ... after movie .. they are all sleeping.. i played little big planet .. hehe..

In the evening .. mummy, sis, bro and i gambled ..we played in between .. haha.. i lost another 10 .. haha... we took showers and went to grandma hse to eat .. we ate and watched dvd there... the movie was 叶问 ..my favourite movie. . after watching movie .. was supposed to gamble there..but another uncle wasnt coming.. he fell asleep at home his wife said.. ~.~ " .. we went home .. bro wasnt happy that we left so early .. i dont know.. he expected we stay n gamble .. but daddy asked to go home.. he has to understand okay.. coz dad is nt feeling well ...

sis suggested to go out since it is 1st day of CNY .. it was alrd 11 sumthing .. i wanted to collect my notes n tried adjusting my study mood.. but since they want to go out .. i didnt want to disappoint them .. i took the key n drive .. bro didnt follow... assh** he said he wanted to study at home .. okay.. we went out without him .. we went to have a supper .. im so happy that i see daddy eat meehoon soup .. = ) we sat a while there coz there `s ppl singing .. their singing r lousy.. it`s completely sux.. ~.~ " like a cow crying.. fainted** ..

we returned home and get rdy to sleep.. guess wat.. bro said he is goin out to meet his frens.. wat thef ** .. he never like spending time with family.. he prefer staying at home ..n he always focuz on frens.. wat the shit he does.. im wondering if he is gonna spend time bringing daddy n mummy out to eat n kia kia when i leave to UK.. perhaps im dreaming.. haih .. he is so different from me .. he doenst spend even some time talking with mum n dad.. he never stay long after eating .. unlike me .. i always stay n talked a lot with mummy n daddy after eating .. haih ..my daddy n mummy r gonna b bored when i m nt here .. i hope they can have fun themself..

while lying of my bed .. i started thinkin again .. i felt so sad to leave.. i dont know.. but i knew i have to leave .. help ..............