~ Day 7 ~

Day 7... it `s alrd 1 week since babee `s left .. i still can remember clearly last friday .. everynite ... when i close my eye .. i see the moment when babee is inside the closing lift.. keep on repeating on my mind .. sometimes i jz cried out again in my blanket..

This morning ..i woke up quite late .. i received babe`s reply ..telling me she will tell me bout her story soon .. im waiting !! in the afternoon .. i played some games and did assignments before i go to gym .. today was the 2nd time i go to gym .. 2day performance had some improvements .. all the work out went smooth all though the weight and the reps i did is cut down into half .. before ending 2day`s work out .. i would nt forget to do some cardio exercise .. 2day result was 1.35 km in 10 minutes .. small improvement i got .. hehe ... i rushed home as i need to attend a wedding dinner ..

my friday nite was really horrible .. during dinner ..i had lots of guiness .. ate much too .. after diner .. i supposed to go home .. but a fren of mine suggested for a second round at auto city.. i tot they were jz going coffee bean or star buck .. who knows.. we went to a lounge .. again .. we had liquor over there .. the 1st bottle of chivas finished in not more than 30 minutes.. the 2nd jack daniel.. i was quite blur that time .. i couldnt remember anything after i had 1 shot of flaming lamborghini .. i fell asleep in that lounge after that .. when they were bout to go home .. i couldnt wake ... i was completely unconscious .. lots of ppl and bouncer helped carrying me out .. i vomitted everywhere .. so sia sui.. my another drunken fren drove my car n fetched me home ...i vomitted in my father 's car ... he was mad at me when i reached home ... at home .. the floor was fulled of my ^%$^##$@ .. n i was rolling on the dirty floor ... mum was goin to fainted .. they had to clean my things until 4 in the morning .. i was still laughing ... talking nonsence and crying ... wat the .. hey .. im babee`s hubby alrd .. i should nt be like that .. how m i gonna take care of babee if i have this kind of bad habit.. mummy wanted me to promise her not to drink again .. babee`s mummy also wants me to promise for her and babee .. i promised...

the whole nite was really suffering .. kept on vomitting ..from black thing to white liquid .. so horrible ... a pharmacist fren told me i might see blood if the vomitting didnt stop .. will cause death ... oh my god ... i really have to stay away from alcohol !!! babee .. u got to slap me next time if u see ur hubby drinks again .. i felt like vomit again when i watched the video where i was drunk .. so disgusting .. i sang loudly... laughed ..and cried ... all with my eye closed ... swt .. jz like big babee.. i was really teruk 2day ... i promised i will never touch alcohol again .. im sure this coming chinese new year .. i m not gonna drink ..

before ending today`s blog..i have some photos below to share ... before i K.O ..