~ Day 8 ~

I awake in the a very bad condition.. still vomit.. daddy was on fire when he saw his car damaged .. i could nt say anything .. jz let him scolded ..mummy was still sitting beside .. taking care of me .. wiping my face and brought me warm water .. i was so sorry ... i know it`s my fault ... i should nt drink .. i didnt eat anything ... jz water .. coz everything in will out in a while .. my stomach was so pain .. even now ..still pain ..

i remember the 1st thing i did when i became conscious was my laptop .. i wanted mummy to bring my laptop for me .. i got babe`s mail !!! i was so touched that babee told me that she tells everybody she is going to engage with me 2 yrs later ... babee ... i swear i m gonna marry with u .. im gonna love u forever .. taking good care of u for the rest of my life.. bring u happiness always ..i promise..

i spent the whole day on a sofa.. kept on vomiting still .. n faced music from my dad .. i know it`s my fault .. i should be happy that im still alive here .. in the evening ... i didnt eat much .. until around 10 sumthing .. after a nap...i started to feel like eating .. mummy went out to buy a supper for me .. daddy stopped scolding me le ..he went out together with mummy ...i was too hungry ... i finished up the bowl of koay teow th'ng very fast ..i started to do assignments after eating ..

at this moment.. suddenly my phone rang... "private number" .. ?? who`s it ?? oh my god ...my babee !!! i was so stupid ...still asking who r u..who u want to speak to ... swt ...until she said : "我是你的老婆啦 " babee !!! im so happy at the moment that u told me u r my wife ... i felt so xing fu at the moment ... i jz feel like telling mummy that i have a wife now .. n she `s babe !!!!

I went up and talked a while with babee...she`s on the way to her host family .. she told me she`s quite nervous.. dont worry babee...becky is gonna be a nice person .. n kikey is there with u ...guiding u ... dont worry ... babee i swear i will bring u back if u r suffering there ..

babe told me that she will be goin to online tonite .. will be meeting me soon ... yay !! u know .. i waited for so long ... i listened to babee n went back to my work .. i m so happy .. i know i really have to stay away from those bad habits and work really hard .. future is in my hand ..

im waiting for babee to online ... she should be reaching now .. but i think she need to settle down her thing.. say hello to her host family .. ice breaking .. okay .. i`ll wait ... head`s still pain as well as my stomach ... = (

babee ... i miss u so much ... i miss u every single day .. the bruise that u left on my arm is getting faded .. but ur love in my heart is getting deeper .. i really feel it .. i jz want to say ... i love u babee ..