~ First week of school since babee`s left ~

~ Day 10 ~



Finally my 2 weeks break has finished .. 2day .. i was planning to get up early ..and i wanted to do everything nice nice .. change better study attitude.. who knows... lol ...9 am class .. i was still stucking in the traffic when my clock was 845am .. haha...it `s all out of what i planned.. well...jz forget bout it win... u r still the lazy piggy ... haha ...without babee .. u wouldnt be waking up early easily.. lol ...



It was alrd 9.35am when i reached my lecturer hall .. lol... i walked to my place n sat down as usual..took out my books and start concentrating to my lesson.. focuz...focuzzz ..focuzzz ..zzZZ.. lol... fell asleep.. i had ginger sleeping with me in class.. so warm it was that morning .. suddenly .. my classmate woke me up .. ginger `s gone .. i was holding my bag ... sweat .. it was jz a sweet day dream ... lol..



in the afternoon.. i didnt eat much .. i didnt feel like eating ..but i was starving .. i guess .. i still need to adjust my mood.. life without babee is kinda hard.. but i need to get through still .. the noon lesson was damn boring .. i cabut early when ah sir gave break time.. as usual... lol... i headed penang bridge as soon as i left school ... who knows .. there was a serious traffic jam ... ~.~ " i turned n headed to ferry ...



since it`s still early.. i stopped at british council to take some information and brochures of UK universities.. celaka.. they closed at 5 ..but the consultant had alrd left at 4.30pm.. end up the security entertained me .. lol... he showed lots of brochure and prospectus .. he gave me a paper bag and asked me to take wat ever i want to know .. so kind of him ..



when i reached home .. i rushed to my room to online ... to wait for babee... i fell asleep on my bed as i was too tired... i slept until 8 something .. mum called up for dinner... babe`s still nt there .. i was so down .. i didnt know when babe`s gonna come online .. i went down to take my dinner .. very fast.. i went up again .. babe`s nt there still .. i went for a shower .. guess wat ... i heard babee`s call when i came out of bathroom ... yay !!!



we had a long and lovely webcam chatting 2day .. babee`s fine overthere .. babe told me lots of the family ..they r dirty ...yucks ... lol... while talking with babee ...i did some research for my phase test which is on this coming friday ... quite stress actually .. but when i was so into our chatting .. i didnt feel stress at all .. babe`s always calm me down whenever i get to be with her .. i always forgot bout school heavy homeworks and tests when i see ma babee ... = ) .. this is why i love my babee so much .. i feel relax with her ...



i stayed up and talked to my babe until midnite ..and i didnt realised at all .. lol.. i guess i really forget everything when i see babee ... = ) .. hubby missed u so much ...



~ Day 11 ~



Today i didnt have morning class.. but ..for the 1st time ... i woke up so early .. coz ..i need to meet my babee online .. babe`s alrd there when i woke up .. so happy to see her .. babe told me that the youngest daughter in the family is annoying sometimes.. lol .. n we planned a lot for our future.. i m so touched that babe had decided to follow me for the rest of life .. i do really make her loves me .. i do !!! = )



In the afternoon ..i went to school ... for another ??? lesson ..this subject was nt easy ..i was lost since N months ago.. i chit chatted with classmates in class.. as soon as class `s done.. as usual .. i flew back ... to sleep..coz i need to stay up to meet my babee .. lol.. this is the only thing i can do ..



today..babe`s didnt seem okay.. she cried ..i saw she `s crying right in front of me.. she missed me ..she missed her home .. n i couldnt do anything .. i felt so sad ... babe wanted me to promise her that we are going to meet in UK after one year ... she told her mum that she wants to get engage with me .. oh my babee... = ) .. well .. ur mummy said we might be too early for that.. lol.. but babe insisted .. that`s my babee .. hehe ... love u babee..



~ Day 12 ~



Today i skipped morning class as i slept quite late last nite.. but i woke up quite early 2day .. it was babee waking me up 2day .. = ) i wanted to accompany babee .. i wanted to see babee sleeping .. = ) ..babee jz left her laptop on beside her bed .. i was watching babee sleeping while doin my homework..

In the afternoon .. i went to school for 2 tutorial classes .. did nothing much .. jz for attendance i think ..lol.. was hoping ah sir would give some tips for friday exam.. who knows .. no tips .. got to study all ...lol ok lar .. since end test is coming soon.. i `ll need to study also .. okay.. i headed home soon after class .. for a nap .. then dinner .. waiting for babe to come online .. but today didnt rest at all i guess.. coz i had lots of dream .. i dreamed babee .. UK .. n lots of weird dream .. i think im understress .. i miss my babee madly ..

2day .. it was my turn .. i missed babee ... very much ... i was down ..i want babee to promise me that she will come over to find me .. we want to get engage .. live together .. i dont know whether im right or wrong .. i jz want to stay together with babeee ...


~ Day 13 ~

Thursday is always good coz it `s my day off.. i usually wake up in the afternoon ..but 2day `s different.. it`s babee woke me up de.. hehe... i slept with my webcam on last nite.. babee would be able to see me sleeping ..i guess i was coughing badly when i was sleeping.. coz babee told me she is sim tia .. = ) ..im okay babee as long as i see u everyday ... i believe that my babee will take care of me in the future.. i really cant wait to see our future .. i cant wait to get marry with my honey..

i watched babee sleeping .. i sang a song for babee .. lol.. babee fell asleep very fast .. maybe my voice was too suck.. it didnt attract babee to listen also.. lol.. i saw babee slept soundly .. i guess she must be tiring ... pity my babee .. got to accompany those kidz the whole day.. . = (

2day my fren`s stuff arrived.. he bought a Mac amplifier and a power amp from Singapore.. fuyoh..they r so big and heavy .. 1 is 40++ kg and another one is around 20kg.. they cost $SD15k.. i really hope those things are mine... XD .. i went to my fren`s shop for a hair cut today .. i asked him to cut little ..coz i told him i want to keep long hair .. XD .. i dont know how would i look like with longer hairstyle .. coz i knew it`s gonna be expensive if i cut my hair twice a month in UK .. so i hope that i can adapt to long hair .. then i can save a lot on hair cut ..

i continued my study until around 5 pm ..i went to gym for a jog.. i didnt manage to train as how i used to do coz my body is just weak lately .. i dont know why .. n i had cough.. so ..i jz went to have a cardio training as well as some abs crunching.. well.. 2day i did quite well .. i improved my stamina from 1.35km in 10 minutes to 2.0km in 17 minutes.. good job win.. i know it was because of babee .. motivating me .. = ) .. since i have my babee with me .. there`s always a strength in me .. n it can even beat my laziness sometimes.. XD ..

at nite .. i continue my revision n prepared for 2mr `s material engineering phase test .. i dont really like this subject because im sucks in memorizing theory.. n there are all theories in this subj.. wat the f ** .. wat to do.. it`s part of the course.. although i dont have good memory .. but i will still do my best.. in fact i realised that i start treating those things as learning instead of studying for exams .. coz i dont really bother the result i`ll get.. i jz try to understand those concepts and study.. well.. i guess i need to do so ..then my future study would be much easier and the feel less stress .. good !!

I studied until 3 in the midnite.. i was very very tired alrd.. but i still managed to stay for a little longer .. to write a mail to my babee.. i knew both of us might be busy n time is so different.. i still have lots to tell babee .. Here`s my writting to my babee :

"babeee ... sometimes i jz like to call u honey ... hubby gonna sleep loo... wish hubby good luck har.. u know babee.. i jz felt like crazy sometimes... i dont care anything.. i jz wan to be with u ...i have so much so much of idea n planning in my mind.. bout our future... 2day i jz made a big improvement at the gym ...i told u rite?? u know how i did it ?? when i was at 1.3 km .. i was gonna exhausted... but i didnt stop ... i focuz...i jz kept running..n running... i didnt want to stop ...i jz wanted to run as far as i can ...coz i knew i have to run hard.. n i believe one day ... i`ll reach u babee... holding ur hand ..n we start running towards our future together .. i believe in u .. only u .. i feel strength and motivation.. i feel sleepy after studying.. but i still insisted to write a few sentences to u ...coz i know...meeting online is still nt enuff to calm down our nerves.. i know i have to send my warmth to u everynite... with the gloves i bought for u .. u will be feeling warm enuff in the blanket ...jz like hubby's holding ur hand .. accompanying u to have a sweet dream everynite... no nightmare...no sorrow... only the sweet smile in the face in the next morning ..jz like ginger does always... .. tonite.. i will nt get to sing for babe `s bedtime as i need to go to school early in the morning.. i promise u i will do my best in ma exam ... i `ll make u proud of me.. tonite... dont sleep with ur laptop`s on beside u okay ?? coz it`s not good to u .. i`ll switch off mine as well... dont worry ...im still here ..jz close ur eyes n hug ginger tight ..u `ll feel me always .. trust me ... we will make a good one in the future .. nite honey ... "

i love u ..

hubby winnie

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~ Day 14 ~

it was so hard to get me wake up today .. mummy came to my bed and called me for like more than half an hour then only i awake.. i was soo unwilling to get up today .. i wanted to sleep !! i wanted to sleep !!! well ..in the end i still woke and had a hot shower ..then ..after breakfast .. i drove to school .. i reached school 10 minutes earlier 2day .. i took a short nap in my car coz i was still sleepy.. i entered class 8 sharp and scan my student card for attendance.. shit ..all of my gang didnt turn up .. i was sitting alone behind ..so boring.. ah sir gave us revier our phase test paper.. i did quite well .. i got 15.5/20 while much of my fren are jz around 10.. most of my gang members are jz 9 n 8 .. they r lazy .. im lazy as well .. but this test i remember .. i was studying at babee house that nite before test ..it was thursday nite.. i spent my nite overthere at babee house .. n babee `s sleeping with me that day .. hehe...= )

i fell asleep in my class until 8.30 something ..i couldnt stand anymore .. i took my car key and headed to car park.. continue sleeping ... XD... really sorry .. was too tired ... i knew i need to sleep a while so that i could do my exam in the afternoon.. lol .. 借口!! lol.. today`s exam question wasnt tough .. but i could manage to do ..for bout 70 % .. i wrote watever that came out in my mind then i passed up ..i did quite fast i think .. i was the 2nd faster in my class .. the 1st student was really fast .. but i guess he is K.O ... lol ... coz this subj is really direct.. without study well .. u really got nothing to write .. coz this is all bout memorizing n understanding..

i drove home as soon as i done my paper ... went back home for my lunch .. then .. i was planning to take a nap as usual so that i can stay up late at nite for my babee .. who knows ..2day didnt get to sleep well.. i felt headache .. couldnt fell asleep.. n my phone rang somemore.. i canceled my nap and went downstairs.. daddy was doin some repairing work and mummy did housework.. i went out and sat on the stone chair beside my house .. thinking of babee .. it`s really fast ..babe has left for 2 weeks alrd .. i released Maxy to play around .. She `s weak .. i guess she needs more exercise ..coz she runs so slow .. like an old fox.. ~.~ " n she didnt really follow my instruction alrd ..i think it is becoz of i spend too little time with her .. i remember the last time i played with Maxy was few weeks ago.. that day was saturday .. it was my grandma b`day.. after washing my car .. i played around with Maxy while waiting for babe to come over .. i wanted babe to attend my grandma`s b`day dinner ..coz i want everyone to know she is my babee. .. = )

i suggested to go for a movie as many of my frens recommend the movie 叶问 .. i checked the show time .. 7.40pm the last show for today.. it was alrd 7pm when i suggested.. daddy`s on..mummy `s on .. yay!!! without hesitating..i rushed upstairs for a shower without taking dinner ..

we managed to reach cinema in time .. that movie was bout a chinese kung fu master ..named 叶问.. it`s an awesome chinese kung fu movie .. staring by Donnie Yen.. im so touched for how he did to protect his family and revenged for his fren and all the innocent death of chinese ppl .. he fought the Japanese army`s head n won the battle in the end .. this movie was touching .. i was bout to c** alrd coz i really hope babe was there beside me for the movie.. i want to watch again with babee in the future .. i`ll buy bluray for this title !! hehe...

i rushed home for babee as soon as movie `s ended ..but shit !! a fren of mine came ... wat the fukk.... i wanted to spend my nite with babee lar .. shit lor... babe `s waiting for me since few hours ago ... so shitt.. i had to leave my babee waiting again .. so pity ..i could see my babee was so unwilling to let me go ..but my stupid fren was alrd waitin downstair.. haih .. i went out with my classmate for a supper .. i ate very fast wishing that i could come home as soon as possible.. who knows.. he suggested to go to play snooker ... ~.~" .. i didnt feel good to reject coz he came all the way from penang .. haih .. we went to bola bola .. the biggest snooker centre in bw.. i was so suck.. i didnt have skill and luck at all 2day .. after 2 hours of snooker .. finally i could go home .. i was so sorry for letting babe waited so long .. my fren still wanted see some of my ps3 games .. okay... i switch on my ps3 n let him played himself.. i talked to my babee.. luckily babee didnt blame .. she `s understanding .. in fact ..she told me some if her idea bout our plan.. hehe .. = ) u know ..i always love to plan for our future .. i wanted my fren to congratulate me that i told him im goin to get marry soon ..lol..

babee left to fetch those kidz after we chatted a while .. i logged in my blog and typed for the past 1 week.. i havent updated my blog for 1 week alrd coz i was busy preparing exam.. but everythings r still fresh in my mind .. i could remember clearly .. i typed n typed until 4 something .. i felt sleepy alrd .. i save and went up to sleep .. i missed my babee so much .. i took out my cellphone and look our sweet photos .. my tears dropped again.. i kissed babee `s forehead and slept with phone in my chest ..